Aaaa… I don’t understand the accounting… actually I would, this night, after I read through the chapter… But it is actually quite hard to understand a lesson when your English level is only in an intermediate level. I have to try harder to understand and it would take more time. But, ah, I just have to try 100 times harder than the other. It’s no matter for me lah.

I really admire people who get the highest GPA in their major. They are really great!! I don’t know why, but maybe they are my true motivators in this life. I just have to try 1000 times to be as good as them. Haha… sounds scary.

I slept at 3 a.m. for this last 4 days, and I’m looking like a panda right now (my eyes are quite black, hahaha). Everyone at church said that I look very pale and sleepy. I also look thinner than usual. Am I? I don’t think so. I’m thin enough and I don’t think I can be more thinner, haha. Now I’m being stressful. I just remember that since I’m the leader of the group presentation, I have to make journal… while I actually forgot what I have done with my group… duh…

I want to become the member of PJI. I’m very interested in it. But it’s must be a hard job since Henry said that he only recommended us to join 2 clubs and 1 religy club. Well, I join 4 clubs. BITE, BEST, CIC, and ICM. And if I were accepted as a stucom… hmm so 4 plus 6 club. It would be 10 clubs. Yah, but it’s still an "if". If I were not accepted as a stucom, I will definitely apply for PJI committee or whatever it is. I have entered PJI web site. It’s actually nothing in it except the information of school and university that have connection with PJI. I don’t get it (> <;)

Now… I better get sleep. My eyes are demonstrating my brain right now. They are hitting my brain quite strong… ughh… better get to sleep…

Satu lagi… Evan dimaafkan ^^ hahaha